There was a time
I suffered so much, i want to get it out of me I would cut my arms not to kill myself I don't want die.
I know I am lucky to be on this earth I did It so the physical Pain Would calm the pain that was eating me inside Nothing was erased. I leave with my past tucked away Deep Inside of me It comes out as an explosion and... It invades me I believe we are messengers on Earth I believe in angels I am blessed by God to tell myself I suffered that much to become who I am today.